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So I got tagged by Taniss... problem is I don't think I'm interesting enough for that, but anyways, here we go, in no particular order:

[01] I'm 2 meters tall and therefore I'm sometimes forced to perform -like Becki [bass] calls it- my "chickendance"... looks ridiculous but what can I do to avoid headbanging the lightshow?

[02] As you might already know I sing in the band "SPIDER JERUSALEM", which is actually looking for male/female (the later the better *hrhr*) guitar- and bass-player.

[03] I got no piercings and no tattoos. For the later I want my own design to avoid anybody else running around with the same, but til now I'm not much pleased with what I've been drawing... maybe it someday will be my X-TC logo. So without any body mods what the fuck am I doing here?

[04] At times I'm like "Mr. Jones": one moment I'm a funny party-animal, and then -boom bang- I'm depressive and melancholic. When down I often got the feeling I'm a ghost, nobody hears me, nobody sees me... nobody cares. Wouldn't be such a problem if not so many people out there would inject me what hell of a smart and talented guy I am. Doesn't help you much when you're lonely most of the freaking time.

[05] For my former love Petra I drowned my gun (i mean a "bang, you're dead"-GUN) in the near river. Was surely the best I've ever done... well except for meeting her.

[06] I like girls and they seem to trust me very quickly... that's why I have problems getting one for a relationship... I'm cursed to always be "their best friend ever".

[07] I hate number [06]

[08] When I was around 20 years old and frustrated from loving a girl without response I got drunk on a party and
put out 13 (thirteen!) cigarettes on the backside of my hand on the same spot. I still have the marks from it... hm, so I actually do have a body mod, hm?

[09] I love monsters, darkness, evil things since I was a child. That never changed... guess that's why most of my art is gory in some way.

[10] Talking of arts: I'm somewhat between all fronts. For the normal world I am too dark, bloody and evil... and the scene which I feel drawn to doesn't accept me, I guess it's because I myself look too normal. This kinda pisses me off...

[11] Someone once said "an artist is the tool of demons" (I can't remember, maybe it was H.R. Giger saying it). Remember that when meeting me

[12] I don't drink. I make a break in smoking. I'm not into drugs of any kind. You think that's uncool? I don't give a shit...

[13] I admire/adore/callitwhatyouwill some girls here, maybe you wanna know: Myra cause she has a unique singing voice, on her pics she is angelic on one hand and femme fatale on the other which makes her most interesting to me. Slide cause she's ladylike and still seems so easy to be hurt on some pics... and her style in art is completely underestimated (you will rock the world soon!). And Sally cause... I hope to find out soon, she's got something special on her I can't describe (yet).

[14] This tag-game is beginning to exhaust and bore me. Really not much special to tell bout me... I rather like to read bout others than open myself up.

[15] Oh, the last moths of my relationship I found out that my diabetes has strung out my body as far as I now need viagra sometimes to get him ready for action. Hm, this one is the hardest point to write down of those 20 here. BUT: I give a fuck (well... with the help of those pills at least *lol*) if you think I'm a loser cause of that now.

[16] And some more extreme outing: until my relationship with Petra I almost had no sex. That means I had more sex the last year than in my whole life before.

[17] As this relationship ended up some 5 months ago so ended my sexual life somehow... well except for... well you know

[18] Almost done, so I will slow down on extreme outing now. Hmm... I would kill for anything to eat in my fave irish pub "The Unicorne Inn" in LA. Yes, for Gerd's "red devil's sauce" I'd become a murderer at the blink of an eye

[19] I don't need to paint myself for funeral to be evil-looking. You arouse my anger and look into my eyes and you will see a hell you never wanna be in... promised!

[20] My english suxx and this should be one of the most boring "being tagged" journal entries ever... but in the end, it doesn't really matter

Man, I need holidays now Anyone who wants to be tagged, let me know. Else this is gonna be a dead-end street for the game, cause I don't know sooo many people here, and those I do know are all being tagged already.