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xsylentonex

North Bergen, NJ

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Wednesday May 10, 2006

May 10, 2006
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So I'm finally beginning to stand up for myself a bit. Not that I was getting beat up...physically. But I've always played the part of the 'nice guy'...to the point where I'd be walked all over, and taken advantage of.

But that's it. Enough.

I recently turned 25, and have made some decisions. Yeah, I know, it's about damn time. But hey...better late than never, right?

I've decided that I just want to be happy. No, scratch that. I've decided that I DESERVE to be happy. I don't demand perfection, but I demand an attempt, by those in my life, to meet me half-way, and to have the ambition it takes to show me they care.

I've been complacent with the status quo...fuck that!

If you want to be in my life...show me. I may not be overly-protective/jealous, and I may be open and understanding...but don't take that as a sign that I don't need to be shown some affection and love.

SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME DAMMIT!
ippagoggy:
I'm in a similar place in my life now too.

Former Door-Mats UNITE!
May 10, 2006
zoomusikgrl:
hello friend! love
May 11, 2006

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