Right now I am overflowing with a sense of endless opportunity and accomplishment and it is the best feeling in the world. it's better than the best artificial happyness drug highs can provide. i feel on top of the fucking world.
my friend josh and i are moving out together. and we've just found out that we qualify for a bond benfit which means that centrelink will pay our bond and our first two weeks rent up front on our behalf and we pay it back $25.oo per week. this is such a huge burden off my shoulders you can't imagine!
and last night my friend dan told me that he has called in a favour with a photographer he works with and he is getting me two sets for $100.00 which he is happy to cover because he knows how much it means to me. and a hair/makeup artist for $80.00. Two weeks time
My original plan was apply with a set that a friend of mine shot (about three of which are in my attachments) but i was really disappointed with the quality of the end result.
So right now my life is coming together like i could never imagine it would. and i am happy which to be honest is not a feeling i have always been accustomed to.
I know there will always be people who will criticise my decisions and part of the reason that i know this is that sometimes i can't help but to criticise theirs. also it's in the back of my mind that one day i'm going to have to have a conversation about this venture with my parents. i would rather me than one of their work collegues for example. in my head it goes a little something like "My pussy's on the internet and I can never get it back." But i might keep working on that one. but the point is IT DOESN"T MATTER. NONE OF IT FUCKING MATTERS. Because I have the support of my friends and in the little time I have spent on this sight I know that i have the support of this community and I have never felt less like i didn't belong. so thank you to everyone.
like i said endless opportunity. and it feels amazing.
my friend josh and i are moving out together. and we've just found out that we qualify for a bond benfit which means that centrelink will pay our bond and our first two weeks rent up front on our behalf and we pay it back $25.oo per week. this is such a huge burden off my shoulders you can't imagine!
and last night my friend dan told me that he has called in a favour with a photographer he works with and he is getting me two sets for $100.00 which he is happy to cover because he knows how much it means to me. and a hair/makeup artist for $80.00. Two weeks time
My original plan was apply with a set that a friend of mine shot (about three of which are in my attachments) but i was really disappointed with the quality of the end result. So right now my life is coming together like i could never imagine it would. and i am happy which to be honest is not a feeling i have always been accustomed to.
I know there will always be people who will criticise my decisions and part of the reason that i know this is that sometimes i can't help but to criticise theirs. also it's in the back of my mind that one day i'm going to have to have a conversation about this venture with my parents. i would rather me than one of their work collegues for example. in my head it goes a little something like "My pussy's on the internet and I can never get it back." But i might keep working on that one. but the point is IT DOESN"T MATTER. NONE OF IT FUCKING MATTERS. Because I have the support of my friends and in the little time I have spent on this sight I know that i have the support of this community and I have never felt less like i didn't belong. so thank you to everyone.
like i said endless opportunity. and it feels amazing.
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badrobot:
vigorously compellling 
bud249:
who would not want to be elbow down in some pink taco! lol!