xstephx

last weekend my boyfriend came over and we had dinner with my parents. which went very well. he brought bread. fresh crusty italian bread. always a winner with my dad. he bought wine. always a winner with my stepmum. we had apetizers and mains and light banter about religion and 9/11 and the origination of homosexuality (my stepmother seems to think this is a relatively 'new' se xual path. she also thinks that catholosism was the first religion. i say let the ignorant be f*%$king i gnorant.). and it all went well. until luke and i were back in the car and he confessed to me that when i was packing some things and he was in the kitchen, he put the lube down on the kitchen bench with his phone. and he didn't realise for about ten or so minutes! yes. can you believe it. dinner with my parents. and he puts the new lube which i gave to him to put in his pocket down on the kitchen bench. of course my parents are generally polite people. they didn't feel the need to mention it until tonight. how i wish i could have been the ignorant one now!! my little sister just wants to know whats going on. and one day she will. for now i still can't believe his carelessness.

but anyway the rest of my week.. i gave blood this week. and i joined a gym. i went to the gym tonight after walking out of work feeling thoroughly pissed off and stressed. bopping and skipping and stretching and strengthening not exactly what i really felt like but i went all the same. and as i bopped and skipped and strengthened (even now i'm not quite sure where the bopping comes into it) i felt the stress and anger and tension leave my body through every exhale of my lungs and bead of sweat from my poors. today i left my problems at the gym and not at the pub and i feel like i am especially ready to face the beautiful weekend ahead of me without any work baggage! enjoy your weekends everybody. especially you people lucky enough to be enjoying sunny days and blue skies and warm temperatures. xxxxx