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i just went to the bank, and wachovia confuses the shit outta me. I don't trust the bank. I am missing my eric hardcore right now. Its pretty sad how i can't even last one day without seeing him. Last night i couldn't sleep and i just kept on having nightmares.I love eric so much, i know if i was with him last night i wouldn't of had nightmares at all.He makes me feel so safe.And i love that he loves me as much as i love him. I wanna always take care of him and look after him. Sometimes when he is asleep during the night i wake up and just look at him. He is so hansome, i look and him and just fanatise a life with him.He has a v ery stressful life and i just don't want him to overwork himself.I wanna better myself so we could live an easy life together and not worry about bills and other stuff.We love eachother so much and i hope it never end's.I wanna be at his side and never leave it.When college starts in the fall i am going to work sooo hard, cause i want to finish my degree and live happily with him.We have so many thousand's of memories to make with one another .God he really is my life. I'm so glad we found eachother.Last week we were lying in bed just laughing with eachother.That moment i realized that its very rare to find someone to just be urself with, and spend happy moments with we are so perfect.God i love him so much,anything he wants i'll give him.I think he was put on this earth for me. And maybe if i'm lucky he be mine forever. And we'll grow old and have a family and all the good stuff in between.He is my life and i couldn't be happier....