xspazzx

fuck..ive been writing alot...and i mean alot, i'm trying to finish this book that ive been working on for quite some time now..i just dont know how to go about getting a publisher to publish my shit ya know..
im going to call it WAR...aka...words at ransom
or i was going to call it lying s.o.b. haha
but yeah heres some more



TODAY THE MEMORIES ARE BEING ERASED...BUT NEVER THIS PLACE..
THE PLACE WHERE U LOVE BEARED TRUE..
THE LOVE BETWEEN ME AND YOU..
MY INTENTION WAS TO NEVER HURT YOU...
BUT NOW I SEE THAT LOVE IS OVER AND U ARE THROUGH


EVERYTHING IN THIS ROOM..REMINDS ME OF YOU TONIGHT..
WHAT IF I HAD TRIED HARDER AND DID SHIT RIGHT..
WOULD U STILL BE LAYING BY MY SIDE..
OR WOULD WE STILL BE FIGHTING..INTO THE NIGHT..
UR SMILE TO ME WAS ALWAYS A PRETTY SIGHT
SO HEAR ME NOW OR NEVER AS I PUT UP THIS ONE LAST FIGHT

WE PLEAD FOR AN ANSWER..TO CEASE THE PAIN AND THE HURT
AS I BEAR UR RING AND UR FAVORITE T SHIRT...
SLEEPING ALONE AND IN TEARS FOR THE LOSS...
AND FOR WHAT COST?
SO THAT I MAY MOVE ON AND FIND ANOTHER?
SOMEONE I MAY CALL FRIEND OR MAYBE A BROTHER?
FUCK IT ALL....MY ONLY REGRET IS YOU...
BUT NOW I SEE THAT LOVE IS OVER..AND U ARE THROUGH


BRACE UR FUCKING SELF..FOR THE TRUTH NEVER LIES..
I FUCKING LOVE U..THIS I WILL NEVER DENY..
SO KISS ME ONE LAST TIME..LOVE WAS TORN AN BLUE..
PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON ME =[
PLEASE SEE ME THROUGH


and another


TRIAL AND ERROR

I LIVE MY LIFE THROUGHT TRIAL AND ERROR..

GIVING UP U ASK...NEVER!

FOR WHEN HAS THAT CHOICE EVER GOTTEN ME?

FAR? NO ONLY TO AN IMMEDIATE HALT..PROBLEMS STILL RISE AND ISSUES STILL FALL..

DO I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES..SOMETIMES YES..

BUT IM ONLY HUMAN..I SIN I MUST CONFESS..

DONT PASS A FINGER..AND TELL ME UR NOT LIKE ME..

CUZ INSIDE WERE ALL SLAVES WAITING TO BE SET FREE..

OUR CONSCIENCE EATS US UP AND KILLS OUR THOUGHTS..

UR MONEY AND GREED AND THINGS THAT WE BOUGHT

CAN NEVER BRING US HAPPINESS..ONLY PAIN AN TEARS..

LOSING THE ONES I LOVE IS WHAT I ULTIMATELY FEAR