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couldnt sleep so i wrote this..fuck..



early morning rises an lays at our steps
waiting with open arms..not knowing our debt
wishing for that special moment..were waiting to get
using, abusing, passing time..as you keep me waiting alone on the line
voices exchange and smiles arise..if only we knew the secrets we hide
only time will tell us..an reveal the suprise
cluttered thoughts like the books on my shelf...why do i seem blind..question myself
your words seem true..at this moment in time..you say i love you, and that you are mine
but truth revealed hidden fees..i guess i didnt learn to read between the lines
are we really fine? what didnt i pay..for i didnt see a fine..
so i step back and walk towards the door..cliche moment..you were nothing but a whore
small words for such a strong action..pain hurts..like a mothers contraction

so lets just forget..at least that's what you said..i wish it was that easy..
as i drive by your house on this small path to work..memories play and heart begins to hurt
i never wanted it to end but like all times they must..was it true love? nah just lust
she was never my girl..it was just my turn..but the ride crashed and burned
i can scream for help and ask for it back..but it was never meant..it was wisdom i lacked
never again shall i go in with open arms..just a handshake or two..till i know the truth behind..and think things through
you only called when u felt alone and all left your side..
a liar an a thief..your greed coincide
to say i cared an to say that i cried..would be true ..not close to a lie..
as i ride my bicycle down new paths..shadow follows..
take your things and your pride..eat it an swallow..for im off to new horizons an a better tommorow