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Ewa Beach , HI

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Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

Jan 18, 2005
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Sometimes I wonder if i am really just better off dead....The one person who i love the most in this world would probably not even notice or maybe would not even be INTERESTED to know.... So many times My heart has been crushed beaten and broke...But never has it ever felt like it just wants to stop beating...To me every moment counted whether good, bad, lame, or just plain out no moment at all.... It never mattered to me at all as long as it was you and me.... I gave everything i had ... i guess it was not enough... i only asked for a few minor things ... I never wanted you to change... I love you for you and everything you stood for.... I have done things for you i never dreamt possible i have done things for you i could not even do for myself...and now look...I have never felt like this for anyone before...I never thought this would ever really happen....

Oh yeah the heater is broke there is no heat in my apartment.... Its freezing in here maybe i could Freeze to death But you dont have to worry or care....

Here is some lyrics to a song i have been listening to all morning maybe i should stop cause it hurts so bad...

PEGBOY
STRONG REACTIONS

Left all alone to bare your soul
and the feeling in your heart is low
I've hurt so many times this way
and i see us all but slip away
and i want it back right now and

i walk alone through the sleet and snow and pouring rain to
get my heart broken, forever ever lost inside of
i walk along to slip and fall on strong reactions
keep my heart broken, never ever amend myself
that's alright and that's okay

of all the times i've sated free
you ask for things i cannot be
and i've read so many times before
and i see it all drop out the door
and i want it back right now and

i walk alone through the sleet and snow and pouring rain to
get my heart broken, forever ever lost inside of
i walk along to slip and fall on strong reactions
keep my heart broken, never ever amend myself
that's alright and that's okay

left all alone to bear your soul
and the feeling in your heart is low
i've seen so many passing ways
i see our whole lives slip away
and i want you back right now and

i walk alone through the sleet and snow and pouring rain to
get my heart broken, forever ever lost inside of
i walk along to slip and fall on strong reactions
keep my heart broken, never ever amend myself
that's alright and that's okay
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lovelylily:
awww broken hearts are only temporary things will get better for you soon dont worry...just remember there are alot of people out there that love you..... kiss like me!! keep your head up sweetie....and i think i would die if you died frown ...so i dont wanna hear that kinda talk from you....xoxo <3hope you feel better darling...
Jan 20, 2005
hardcoregirl:
Freezing to death is pretty hardcore...

I wanted to say something silly and flirtatious, but its prolly not the best time.


Jan 20, 2005

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