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I am feeling a little bit better today I must say. I took some control over my personal life and the person on the other end seemed to totally understand and be cool with everything I had to say. He is super wonderful and so much fun to hang out with. I told him that we should move from dating to homies because he doesn't want to commit and I don't want to get emo. I really hope that we can maintain the hommie situation and things don't get akward because he is one gangaster mother fucker.

As far as my roommate thing we did get into a fight and he is a jackass but none the less I do think that he will work out.

I still can't cook and I am still jacked up on hydroxicuts... but I don't see that situation changing. Instead I will give my dinero up to the man and eat out. I am waiting for seandave to come over from school so we can go get sushi.

I have however decided I am going to attempt to strengthen my self control and say no mas to giving in to instant gratification. I plan on displaying this by.

1. trying not to drink so much
2. I will not buy a single purse or pair of shoes until I move May 1st.
3. I am not going to go out on any dates for a while, not sure how long but I want to strengthen my friendships and expand my network instead of consentrating on shallow affection and attention.

I am not sure how well this is going to work, and I may need help but I will try...