So I am totally a loser because I am obsessing over this stupid boy. It just pisses me off so bad. My friends have decided that the only reason why I like him is because he is hot and doesn't like me. Probably true. He totally tried me and then apologized with no ideas of trying to fix it and then when I tried to brake up with him he told me, "to think about it" and hung up on me. I am not the bad guy and he gets so defensive and tries to make me feel bad for standing up for myself. It really irritates me. I knew dating someone prettyier then me was going to be a problem. I am just so bored with everyone else in Orlando that has shown interest. 1st commited relationship in over a year and it lasted all of 2 monthes. I swear I suck so bad at this whole dating thing.

On a lighter note.... I posted new pictures, everyone should check them out.