the afternoon rain comes and I lose myself in it as I always do, I love the rain. Last night haunts me as I can't believe that after everything I can't stay away, this was worse then being hooked. I swear he is by far the most harmful addiction I have ever had. He told me of my old room mate last night, she paid $10,000 to sleep through her withdrawls and then got sent to a halfway house to go shoot up again. She was one of the only 2 girls he ever had respect for befor she got bad on junk. I wasn't the second. 3 years wasted and he never respected me, I always knew that though.
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