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im bored
i should go to bed, i have to be up for 8 to drive my brother to his volunteer work for 8:30
but im not really tired
i dunno, guess its more im just bored of sleep

i cant wait for retraining to begin
a month of no work leaves very little time not to just sit n think

think about who you...
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daniyell:
sometimes the best thing can be to have those times to do nothing but think, especially if it motivates you to change for the better

not that's there's anything wrong with you sweetie! kiss
meemee:

"i think... i Think too much?!" <----MeeMee biggrin


*high five*
meex and daniyell think you're cool....

Hi new friend!! biggrin
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k, well i started a band
called shot to the grill, unofficially
we r gonna b mostly hardcore, but throw all our fav styles in

n we found a drummer via my buddy matty, (shemp) is helpin out
so the lineup is me singin, craig on guitar, lance on bass, shempy on drums n possibly another guitarist

n heres some lyrics
wrote this last...
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daniyell:
*rock*
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k, not really a personal entry
but i have to put something in here about the newest SG set posted by Texas
http://suicidegirls.com/media/girls/Texas/photos/I%20am%20a%20Cat/13.jpg
the tats, the hair, the eyes, the beautiful face, the amazing body

this girl just deserved her own entry

wow!
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long day of nothingness
just ripping alot of cd's to burn new ones
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/0/49/76490/4863/64504.jpg
i feel like going for coffee or something
maybe i'll call a few friends up
i'm pretty damn bored tho

i had to quit work because of my surgery
they refused my transfer to london, so because i can go back to work, they want me to commute 4-5hrs back n...
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tankboi:
my hand was out of comission for a while due to tendon laceration

whats your story?
tankboi:
i didn't attend any physical therapy,but i would advise doing so. i didn't feel like taking a bus to sqeeze a ball for 2 hours whatever

i got glass in my wrist wich severed the tendon(s) to my index and middle finger
i still cant curl my fist downward due to over lapping tentons that refuse to stretch frown but i can ride a motorbike and masturbate, so it aint all bad

good luck man wink

(don't you hate how much the hospital makes you sign stuff with a fucked up hand)
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http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/0/49/76490/4863/61951.jpg

no stitches
alls well
smile
internet at home
i'll b online more now
working out alone n no net to veg on later is bunk

1 handed typing is hard lemme tell u
daniyell:
There are a lot of things you can accomplish with only one hand biggrin
xsickboix:
yes but i've mastered that already wink
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what a past 2 weeks
3 new pics
only able to use my left hand
my right had the knuckles released and the tendon removed
n now i'm like a goddamned robot
but my finger is straight for the first time in 4yrs smile

hope everyones been good smile
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/0/49/76490/4863/59836.jpg
i'll b back hopefully soon
peace
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deanna:
hooray for new pics, i have some too as you've seen wink hooray for straight finger! i hope your okay!
ninjagrrrl:
IT'S ROBOJAY(tm)!!!!!
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happy new year sg
i did a first last night
herbal fun
won't do it again. but at least i tried it
i'll take crown royal anyday

hope everyone had a safe n fun night ARRR!!!
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nina:
what about crown AND herbal fun TOGETHER??? biggrin
yeeeoooww!!!

happy fuckin new year!! kiss

and thanks for the sweet comment...
ninjagrrrl:
hey J ... i hope your surgery went well... we've been missing you on sozproject... talk to you soon smile
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quick journal
went n moved this weekend, not everything, but enough
got told my surgery isn't 04/20/04
its now 01/06/04
so a week, one week and 9-12months starts of surgery n rehab
surreal that after 3yrs its happening
i'm excited n scared, more of afraid of the pain of reconstructive/transplanting tendon surgery

i'll keep up on my journal as much as possible
i still have...
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soz:
I guess you'll just have to learn to use the other one.
I had to do it a few years back when I broke my hand, in the long run. wink
xsickboix:
learn to use it?
lol
remember this is the 4th surgery wink
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i've come to the conclusion i've got to go back to school
drop this tech support gig
and do something with my hands
either tool and die, or auto mechanic
but at the same note, a teen councellor sounds good too
that was suggested by my gram, and my mom also backed i'd be good at it

time to move, save money, and go back...
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ninjagrrrl:
that sounds like a good plan ... i think that will make you happy. smile
tekky:
yay going back to college!
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kinda dating, turned vegitarian, kinda punk, more
hardcore, total metalhead, listens to jayz sometimes, loves
bodymodifications, wears ugly boxers, stopped drinking cola, recovering
smoker, barely a drinker anymore, ears guaged, lip pierced, loves
his brother, misses his exs occassionally, wonders what tomorrow brings,
loves to sleep, but sometimes cant, not trying to pick everyone up like
people think, misses friendships he had, looks forward to...
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ninjagrrrl:
fresh starts are good sometimes... sounds like you're really looking forward to the change... we'll come visit you in london smile