I long for that someone special. That one person I can connect with. My dark princess, if you will. There have been many close ones I have fallen for in the past. Few of those I've dated. All broke my heart. I can't help but to think "what if". Some others have come back into my life. This is something I am greatful for. Others I would like to be in my life more, or to be in theirs more or to have the situation just be different in general. Things are so different than they were a few months ago, or last year for that matter. How different will things be a few weeks from now. Im growing away from close friends and gaining new ones. I've never felt more alone and yet...its refreshing. This trancendence I am going thru is a good thing.
