its a reasonably happy fathers day.
I scored a nice gift for my dad from an antique shop. its an aerial picture of a huge fire that happened in south boston in '68. my dads a firefighter and he's big into nostalgia anyway. the picture has tons of old equipment in it as well as bilboards and political signs. I was proud of it. the old woman at the store said her father was chief of boston fire around that time. not hard to believe coming from a south boston resident with an accent like hers. my girlfriend came to my house at like 1am and we stayed out til around 3. it was the first time I had seen her in 5 days, and it was 5 days before that time. what kind of relationship is this? it sucks to think that I poured two years worth of myself into making that girl happy and now she doesn't even think to call me. and its not like I don't call her either. I call her once or twice a day and end up waiting at home instead of being out with friends hoping for that slim chance. again, what kind of relationship is this? she used to be so jealous, and though she was hard to deal with, I loved it. I loved that she was a little worried about where I was or what I was doing, even though I never gave her reason to. I'm pretty much as faithful and caring as they come. or at least I hope I am. so anyways, what does it take to find a girl that thinks about you when you're not there? I used to have that, she used to be obsessed. now I just feel lonely all the time. my friends help.
drinking helps.
cigarettes aren't bad either.
but I want what I had, even if its with someone else.
so yeah, fathers day was well spent with family. taught cousins how to play guitar on the upswing like the ska cats, and boy did they enjoy it. then I went online bicycle shopping. time to lose those extra pounds. all 20 of them!
I haven't been in shape since senior year of highschool and even that wasn't quite all the way there. so I'm looking forward to it. the bicycle will also help me circumvent DNC traffic.
I've written a lot of songs lately, and I'd love to post them here, but I'd also hate to hear someone else singing them on the radio, so that might be a bad idea.
comments?
I scored a nice gift for my dad from an antique shop. its an aerial picture of a huge fire that happened in south boston in '68. my dads a firefighter and he's big into nostalgia anyway. the picture has tons of old equipment in it as well as bilboards and political signs. I was proud of it. the old woman at the store said her father was chief of boston fire around that time. not hard to believe coming from a south boston resident with an accent like hers. my girlfriend came to my house at like 1am and we stayed out til around 3. it was the first time I had seen her in 5 days, and it was 5 days before that time. what kind of relationship is this? it sucks to think that I poured two years worth of myself into making that girl happy and now she doesn't even think to call me. and its not like I don't call her either. I call her once or twice a day and end up waiting at home instead of being out with friends hoping for that slim chance. again, what kind of relationship is this? she used to be so jealous, and though she was hard to deal with, I loved it. I loved that she was a little worried about where I was or what I was doing, even though I never gave her reason to. I'm pretty much as faithful and caring as they come. or at least I hope I am. so anyways, what does it take to find a girl that thinks about you when you're not there? I used to have that, she used to be obsessed. now I just feel lonely all the time. my friends help.
drinking helps.
cigarettes aren't bad either.
but I want what I had, even if its with someone else.
so yeah, fathers day was well spent with family. taught cousins how to play guitar on the upswing like the ska cats, and boy did they enjoy it. then I went online bicycle shopping. time to lose those extra pounds. all 20 of them!
I haven't been in shape since senior year of highschool and even that wasn't quite all the way there. so I'm looking forward to it. the bicycle will also help me circumvent DNC traffic.
I've written a lot of songs lately, and I'd love to post them here, but I'd also hate to hear someone else singing them on the radio, so that might be a bad idea.
comments?
So, as I asked in Catch's journal, where were you guys? I didn't see you at all.