xrellyx

these past few days have been very very strange. lets recap shall we?

- started having really confused feelings about collin (the boyfriend of over a year) and all these new people from school... and i started to feel really worn down about it all
- talked to collin about it, ended up fighting and "taking a break". how lame is that?
+ started crushing on this guy from school... okay, to be honest, i was crushing on him a while before now... but anyways.
- things got worse with collin.
+ hangouts with the boy from school and a few other friends at his rez last night.
- felt crappy and guilty when i got home and talked to collin.
+ hangouts with the crew today, and then alone time with the boy after class... lets just say... *cough*

it's really nice to finally have some freedom. i've had relationships all through highschool and stuff, so i never really had a chance to be free and do whatever the hell i wanted... so i'm doing it now. if collin decides to come back to me, cool, i'll think about it. but for now, i'm having my fun because who knows when i'll be hot enough and single enough to do it again.