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I am going to moan a bit...
This was probably the most horrible x-mas ever. as I celebrate on 24th December( we have a dinner and opening all presents),this year I was working. Which will be ok, but because of my sisters father in law who had some plans later on, they moved a dinner to 4pm...So I missed my dinner,my x-mas...As I came home my sister told me that she left some leftovers for me if I want. Well I rather went when into my room and watch all Slovak and Czech fairy tales. Sad to be alone on x-mas like that
Me and my brother in low we hate each other and because I have to stay at my sisters when I am working in B'ham ,it is hard to be around. The other day I was doing things for uni and he told me off. Because that is HIS house. I've never met such a egoistic person in my life. The worst thing my sister is pregnant and there is obody to help her She keep saying that everything is all right but is not. I will have no room at my sister's so I have to find myself a new job in Leicester and proper living as well. Why is my life so impossible to life? I know some people have it even more harder than me...But I really have enough...So much to do for uni+work+million things, no break...Be on my own, with no help, no family...Money are really issue...feeling sick all the time As much as I try to have my life better and bit easier is just getting harder and harder I am not going to give up, I just have my moment when I feel bit down...