I'm a chick magnet.
Not. But, oh well.
I think I should be allowed to be 16 again - but still have the personality and all that I have now. I really feel too young to be 20. I AM 20, but I'm not. I feel like 16 or even 15.
Only 16 year olds are attracted to me. I'm acting like a 15 year...
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Not. But, oh well.
I think I should be allowed to be 16 again - but still have the personality and all that I have now. I really feel too young to be 20. I AM 20, but I'm not. I feel like 16 or even 15.
Only 16 year olds are attracted to me. I'm acting like a 15 year...
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Who wants to be my friend?
I don't seem to be friend worthy of most people over the age of 20. They have to be able to deal with my shit.
I'm not sure who has the patience to take my shit
I'm jealous of all you people. You all have lives. You are all each other's friends. I don't like beer. I don't like...
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I don't seem to be friend worthy of most people over the age of 20. They have to be able to deal with my shit.
I'm not sure who has the patience to take my shit

I'm jealous of all you people. You all have lives. You are all each other's friends. I don't like beer. I don't like...
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doolittle:
is there something wrong with burping and drinking beer? because that is exactly what girls night consisted of....
Hot Pink plans canceled. As I expected.
I'm sort of relived. I've felt like shit all day.
I'm probably the oldest Goth kid around.
I'll never along with any of you.
I'll never know you. I'll never meet you.
I'm too young for any of you.
I'm 20 years old bodily, but mentally, I'm like 12. Bah.
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I'm sort of relived. I've felt like shit all day.
I'm probably the oldest Goth kid around.
I'll never along with any of you.
I'll never know you. I'll never meet you.
I'm too young for any of you.
I'm 20 years old bodily, but mentally, I'm like 12. Bah.
My Deviantart Page
My friend decided to take me to Hot Pink tonight.
First time ever going. First time ever going to a club in my life.
I'm scared already. I'm scared I'm gonna be miserable and piss my friend off.
Lots of gay guys. Lots of swinging(swinging as in fun loving, not like... free love loving) women. I don't know what's gonna happen. More than likely no...
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First time ever going. First time ever going to a club in my life.
I'm scared already. I'm scared I'm gonna be miserable and piss my friend off.
Lots of gay guys. Lots of swinging(swinging as in fun loving, not like... free love loving) women. I don't know what's gonna happen. More than likely no...
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esther:
actually, i'll be at work, then goign to a party. perhaps we will catch each other another time at Hot Pink
annamei:
i know a couple of people who might give you a ride if you wanted to come. its up to you, i know it can be intimidating to go some place with all new people but i took a risk and made a ton of rad friends.
have fun at hot pink

have fun at hot pink

Since no one I know reads this - I mgiht as well whine on here as opposed to my other journals.
Ok.
I hate myself. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone. Everywhere I go, in real life and online. I feel tottally out of place. I hate having acne. I hate stuttering. I hate the fact that I look like I'm 15. I hate...
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Ok.
I hate myself. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone. Everywhere I go, in real life and online. I feel tottally out of place. I hate having acne. I hate stuttering. I hate the fact that I look like I'm 15. I hate...
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Sometimes - Suicidegirls is a very depressing website.
annamei:
it was strickly girls only, no boys pretending to be girls
next time we have an arizona event you should try to make it....like for instance:
SGAZ BOWLING NIGHT
Saturday January 29 @ 9:00 PM
VENUE:
AMF Frontier Lanes
7300 E Thomas Rd
Scottsdale AZ 85251
USA
DETAILS:
XTREME Bowling:
-Charge up the excitement with a new twist on bowling.
-Balls and pins glowing in the black light.
-Swirling laser lights all around you.
-High-energy music thumping as you roll the ball down the lane.
-It's the exciting new world of Xtreme Bowling, a multisensory bowling experience that the coolest crowd will enjoy. So come on down and see bowling in a whole new light.
This is an open event, if you wish to join SGAZ this event qualifies you for membership [3. Attend an open event where you can meet other members.]

next time we have an arizona event you should try to make it....like for instance:
SGAZ BOWLING NIGHT
Saturday January 29 @ 9:00 PM
VENUE:
AMF Frontier Lanes
7300 E Thomas Rd
Scottsdale AZ 85251
USA
DETAILS:
XTREME Bowling:
-Charge up the excitement with a new twist on bowling.
-Balls and pins glowing in the black light.
-Swirling laser lights all around you.
-High-energy music thumping as you roll the ball down the lane.
-It's the exciting new world of Xtreme Bowling, a multisensory bowling experience that the coolest crowd will enjoy. So come on down and see bowling in a whole new light.
This is an open event, if you wish to join SGAZ this event qualifies you for membership [3. Attend an open event where you can meet other members.]
Things are very fustrating.
I'm getting my cell phone turned off, after 11 days of use. How sad, huh? Why in the living fuck did I get a cell phone while I didn't even have a job?
I realized that I could spend my current money on something more useful in the long run, like some clothes and general apparel. Maybe get some rolls developed,...
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I'm getting my cell phone turned off, after 11 days of use. How sad, huh? Why in the living fuck did I get a cell phone while I didn't even have a job?
I realized that I could spend my current money on something more useful in the long run, like some clothes and general apparel. Maybe get some rolls developed,...
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I have an interview at Sprint PCS on Monday.
I have an interview at the University of Phoenix on Tuesday.
Weekend is empty.
I've been sober since Haloween.
I don't get to play with the big kids.
All girls my age or older treat me like I'm a toddler.
Girls younger than me consider me but end up rejecting me.
I can't even...
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I have an interview at the University of Phoenix on Tuesday.
Weekend is empty.
I've been sober since Haloween.
I don't get to play with the big kids.
All girls my age or older treat me like I'm a toddler.
Girls younger than me consider me but end up rejecting me.
I can't even...
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I got my first job last fall.
Circuit City was a wonderful place to work at.
But, the job was of course, seasonal and I wasn't able to keep the job after the Holiday season.
I've been generally looking for a job in the meantime, Sprint and the University of Phoenix seem to be the best options at the moment.
If I were to get...
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Circuit City was a wonderful place to work at.
But, the job was of course, seasonal and I wasn't able to keep the job after the Holiday season.
I've been generally looking for a job in the meantime, Sprint and the University of Phoenix seem to be the best options at the moment.
If I were to get...
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doolittle:
take it from me, DON'T work at UOP. I worked there and thankfully left to go back to school full time, and my boyfriend handsomejoe is continually looking for another job (he's in the western international university portion, but it's the same job.) it is a very high pressure sales job, even though your job is supposed to be counseling students. when i worked there it was beginning to be higher pressure, and now from what joey tells me and my best friend melanie tells me who still works there, it's become ridiculous. it's extremely hard to make the numbers they expect you to maintain to keep the job. very very tough. the people who are generally very good at this are car salesman types, so if you are one hell of a salesperson and could sell an icepop to an eskimo, this could be for you. anyway, i get a weird chill up my spine now when i see University of Phoenix, so i thought i would warn you. good luck!
I'm a photographer. Or a wanna be one. I can do some okay photography. I can edit semi-okay in photoshop.
Does anyone read this? If so, is anyone else out there actually schooled in photography? Any tips? Any ideas?
Anything at all?
Thanks <3
Does anyone read this? If so, is anyone else out there actually schooled in photography? Any tips? Any ideas?
Anything at all?
Thanks <3
esther:
You should totally look in to joining thePhotography group. There's some badass stuff that goes down in there
doolittle:
i love photography, are you into b&w or color? and i was totally going to tell you about the photography group, but it looks like esther beat me too it. do you print your own stuff? if not, the best tip i can give anybody is know your printer, personally. your negatives/files might look awesome, but you want to be able to communicate with the person printing them on exactly what you're going for. when i worked at custom shop, that seemed to be a really important aspect for the high-end nice photographers we had there.
[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 8:34PM]
[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 8:34PM]
UPCOMING EVENT:
SGAZ Bowling night
WHEN: Saturday Jan 29 @ 9:00 pm
WHERE: AMF Frontier Lanes
XTREME Bowling:
-Charge up the excitement with a new twist on bowling.
-Balls and pins glowing in the black light.
-Swirling laser lights all around you.
-High-energy music thumping as you roll the ball down the lane.
-It's the exciting new world of Xtreme Bowling, a multisensory bowling experience that the coolest crowd will enjoy. So come on down and see bowling in a whole new light.
This is an open event, if you wish to join SGAZ this event qualifies you for membership [3. Attend an open event where you can meet other members.]
If you'd really like to be in SGAZ come out.
You don't have to bowl or spend any money even just come out and meet us.