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I just spent 100 dollars at Hot Topic online.
I feel like such a girl. Having to buy things to cheer me up.
Well, I'm not cheered up yet. They have to ARRIVE before I get cheered up.

I got :

New Black/Pink High Tops
4 Pairs of Stockings
Black And Red Striped Tie Top
2 Packages of Jellie Bracelets. (I'm lame, shut the fuck...
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doolittle:
for me, i am more cheered up by shopping in stores, online is my last resort for when i can't get that "pick me up" item in person. i am one of those instant gratification types.
amory:
Katie's hot. She's one of my faves as well.

We can be emo together, it's cool. biggrin
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Why aren't any of you guys ever needlessly emo, like me?

*whimper* No fair. You guys all did stuff on the weekend.

Who wants to get me a job since both the University of Phoenix and Sprint jobs proved shitty and useless?
esther:
Yes, crayons are delicious!
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I might be going to Element A440 show on Friday Night at the Mason Jar.

I might be going to the Eroticde show on Saturday Night at "The Venue of Scottsdale".

Suicidegirls Arizona Bowling sounds good and all... but also... scary. Probably on a bad night too.
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All of this luxery and possesion doesn't mean shit when you are ALONE.
esther:
Let's go smoke, swear and push old ladies down in crosswalks.
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I'm a chick magnet.

Not. But, oh well.

I think I should be allowed to be 16 again - but still have the personality and all that I have now. I really feel too young to be 20. I AM 20, but I'm not. I feel like 16 or even 15.

Only 16 year olds are attracted to me. I'm acting like a 15 year...
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thrasher:


UPCOMING EVENT:
SGAZ Bowling night

WHEN: Saturday Jan 29 @ 9:00 pm
WHERE: AMF Frontier Lanes

XTREME Bowling:
-Charge up the excitement with a new twist on bowling.
-Balls and pins glowing in the black light.
-Swirling laser lights all around you.
-High-energy music thumping as you roll the ball down the lane.
-It's the exciting new world of Xtreme Bowling, a multisensory bowling experience that the coolest crowd will enjoy. So come on down and see bowling in a whole new light.

This is an open event, if you wish to join SGAZ this event qualifies you for membership [3. Attend an open event where you can meet other members.]



If you'd really like to be in SGAZ come out.
You don't have to bowl or spend any money even just come out and meet us.

smile

thrasher:
and for the record I'm 34 and still act like I'm 15...well a 15yr old with a drinking problem smile
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Who wants to be my friend?
I don't seem to be friend worthy of most people over the age of 20. They have to be able to deal with my shit.
I'm not sure who has the patience to take my shit tongue

I'm jealous of all you people. You all have lives. You are all each other's friends. I don't like beer. I don't like...
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doolittle:
is there something wrong with burping and drinking beer? because that is exactly what girls night consisted of....
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Hot Pink plans canceled. As I expected.
I'm sort of relived. I've felt like shit all day.
I'm probably the oldest Goth kid around.
I'll never along with any of you.
I'll never know you. I'll never meet you.
I'm too young for any of you.
I'm 20 years old bodily, but mentally, I'm like 12. Bah.

My Deviantart Page
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My friend decided to take me to Hot Pink tonight.
First time ever going. First time ever going to a club in my life.

I'm scared already. I'm scared I'm gonna be miserable and piss my friend off.

Lots of gay guys. Lots of swinging(swinging as in fun loving, not like... free love loving) women. I don't know what's gonna happen. More than likely no...
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esther:
actually, i'll be at work, then goign to a party. perhaps we will catch each other another time at Hot Pink
annamei:
i know a couple of people who might give you a ride if you wanted to come. its up to you, i know it can be intimidating to go some place with all new people but i took a risk and made a ton of rad friends. smile

have fun at hot pink tongue
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Since no one I know reads this - I mgiht as well whine on here as opposed to my other journals.

Ok.
I hate myself. I feel disconnected from everything and everyone. Everywhere I go, in real life and online. I feel tottally out of place. I hate having acne. I hate stuttering. I hate the fact that I look like I'm 15. I hate...
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Sometimes - Suicidegirls is a very depressing website.
annamei:
it was strickly girls only, no boys pretending to be girls wink
next time we have an arizona event you should try to make it....like for instance:
SGAZ BOWLING NIGHT
Saturday January 29 @ 9:00 PM

VENUE:
AMF Frontier Lanes
7300 E Thomas Rd
Scottsdale AZ 85251
USA

DETAILS:
XTREME Bowling:
-Charge up the excitement with a new twist on bowling.
-Balls and pins glowing in the black light.
-Swirling laser lights all around you.
-High-energy music thumping as you roll the ball down the lane.
-It's the exciting new world of Xtreme Bowling, a multisensory bowling experience that the coolest crowd will enjoy. So come on down and see bowling in a whole new light.

This is an open event, if you wish to join SGAZ this event qualifies you for membership [3. Attend an open event where you can meet other members.]
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Things are very fustrating.

I'm getting my cell phone turned off, after 11 days of use. How sad, huh? Why in the living fuck did I get a cell phone while I didn't even have a job?

I realized that I could spend my current money on something more useful in the long run, like some clothes and general apparel. Maybe get some rolls developed,...
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