Ok ok this is my update. I apologize for having not done it in a while but my mom has been in town so I have been spending as much time with her as possible.

So, she gets out of the car when she gets here Friday night. She hugs me and tells me she loves me. Then this follows. "So. Shasta everyone misses you, man im so glad to see you. Wow, the weather here is nice. Oh and i have Systemic lupus. So, how have you been?"


Hello what? I ask her about the lupus thing she tried to slip past me and she is like yeah. I dont want no one to know so dont say anything to anyone. And then tries to change the subject. Im like mom what did the doctor say, she says , "Oh im not sure i just tuned him out right after he said that i have a disease." She said all she knows is that she has to take three pills a day. ARggghhhhh.

But anyways it was good to see her. She spent way too much money on me and Nick while she was here. She is just one of those people that it makes her feel good to spend money on people. Dont get me wrong i tried to get her to stop but she insists and there is no way of getting around it.

She just left about 30 minutes ago. We made cookies and these sweet and hot pickles while she was here. We did a lot of talking although no mention was made about all of that stuff that happened the day i got kicked out. I would like to keep it that way.

So, thats my new post. Please dont leave any comments like "Im so sorry about your mom" or any of that stuff please.