James has gone back to live in Nottingham,
The Doctor has told me i have depression and given me some "happy pills" to try and sort me out.
I know pills arent the answer, but i have been depressed before and it took me to a dark place. So im willing to give anything ago.
In a week or so i am going to go up to Notts with Noah and stay with James for a week to see how we get on.
We have agreed not to split up, but to have a couple of weeks apart whilst i sort my head ouit. Then once i have, and i am semi back to normal i am going to move up to him and we are going to start all over again in Nottingham.
This will also invole me leaving my well paid job to get a part time one so on the days i dont work i get to look after Noah. On the days that i do work James's mum or sister can look after him, which means he wont be going into nursery to be looked after by totally strangers. This makes me happier as if i was staying in london id be forking out a 1000 a month on child care and i would never see him. James will also be on a better paid job. So instead of me earning more he will be the main money maker out of the two of us.
So it seems to be working out for the better atm.
The Doctor has told me i have depression and given me some "happy pills" to try and sort me out.
I know pills arent the answer, but i have been depressed before and it took me to a dark place. So im willing to give anything ago.
In a week or so i am going to go up to Notts with Noah and stay with James for a week to see how we get on.
We have agreed not to split up, but to have a couple of weeks apart whilst i sort my head ouit. Then once i have, and i am semi back to normal i am going to move up to him and we are going to start all over again in Nottingham.
This will also invole me leaving my well paid job to get a part time one so on the days i dont work i get to look after Noah. On the days that i do work James's mum or sister can look after him, which means he wont be going into nursery to be looked after by totally strangers. This makes me happier as if i was staying in london id be forking out a 1000 a month on child care and i would never see him. James will also be on a better paid job. So instead of me earning more he will be the main money maker out of the two of us.
So it seems to be working out for the better atm.
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jj_r0x0rz:
I hope things work out, ugh i need a higher paying job.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
How are you all getting on, tiny pirate?