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ugghhh.. planning a party last minute is so freaking harrdd..! im trying to get my gueslist done and not everyyones been answering me. shitttt!! its tuesday parties on friday the fuuccckkkk!!!!!!! im so stresseeeeddd. but im happy at the same time. i fucken love jared. he's doing my winggss woot! but im really upset that i didnt get them finished.. too much fucken pain.. whateverr...
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clubs that don't id you for drinks are fucking awesome..
people who buy you drinks are even better..
throwing up alot of times is never fun..
and hangovers just fuckn suck..

any one got any ideas to cure them ? i feel like totall shiiieettt. :[

Days are dragging on. I can't deal with the thought of not being with him anymore.

Stressing sucks. It's only been two weeks into the semester and I'm failing? That's hella lame. I spent so much money on tuition and books to get kicked out by October? Everything going down hill like crazy right now. The only good thing that happened recently is I got piercings and I might be starting my back tattoo soon :] ahh. I can't wait for...
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So last night was pretty intresting. I was working like usual but this time there was a thunderstorm. It was kind of creepy seeing that I work in a group home with people with multiple mental disabilities. So as I drifted off too sleep in my usual work station (in the girls bedroom, theres only two where I work). I had a nightmare about my...
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This week has been hella retarted and it's getting worse ...

_ The doctor's office is hella stupid, every time I call I get the machine saying they're closed or it'll just keep ringing. I've been calling them every day and today I finally got through and they haven't even looked at it! So they won't even give it to me. Which is really frustrating...
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