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So fuck, what to do.. I'm not over him, he doesn't want to deal with me. that guy likes me.. i have some feelings for him.. but im not over the first guy. i can't get him out of my mind. i can simply delete him from all my friends lists and my phone but that wont work. id still be thinking about him. i know life goes on but what happens if i dont want to go on with out him.? i can't see my future with anyone else but him. fuck man. what did he do to me to get me so hooked.?