xopiperox

It has been so fuckng long since i even got online. so much fucking shit has happend and I honestly though I was gonna kill someone or kill myself.. i dunno.. I moved out of my houe to get away from my mother (who didnt even live there just wonted to bitch at me) but realized how much my grandma needed me and how much i missed the place so im going back .. and i will kill my mother if she even thinks about stepping foot in there again. I had four rats they are like my kids they mean a lot to me .. and last month one of the (Era) developed a tumar in her lungs and it spread rapidly.. i had to get her put to sleep and it was verry hard so within the past two months i have been through fucking hell.. but all will be good soon.. and Zakk and I are ingaged.. all this shit kinda keeps happining and its all so so crazy.. just goes to show that life really fucking does have some ups and downs..