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blah...so this last week has totally sucked. and what better place to gripe about it than online to whoever reads it! hey, they always say it feels good to just get it all off your chest right? so here it goes: not only did my set get rejected, i got charged a $20 late fee from my university for taking the digital camera i borrowed to shoot the set. $20 fucking dollars, and it wasn't even 24 hours late! AND my roommate had promised to take it back for me so i could go home to my parents' for a night. on top of that, my boss at my new job is a beligerant alcoholic with short man's syndrome and i'm his new favorite target. and my dance instructor keeps bitching about my posture. AND, the last and most painful, as of last thursday i will no longer be speaking, ever again, and i fucking MEAN it, to someone I had loved at one point and really thought we were headed back in that direction. it's a good thing in the long run, but it fucking hurts right now. i can't even describe how much it kills to have one of the only people i have ever completely opened up to tell me that he thinks i'm not a good person. like he's in a position to judge too! self-righteous prick... argh...
and bringing it back to SG world, he was my photographer... now i'm gonna have to find a new one if i want to try to make it here.

hmm...don't know if writing really helped, feeling more pissed now than before...