i don't think i'll get used to this... lol :/
i should finally be hitting the chinese lantern exhibit at the montreal botanical gardens tonight. i usually go every year with the man.
i've got a tattoo itch. and i think the appointment making is coming soon. i'm a little bit nervous about getting my friend to finish my leg. i saw some color work she did and i was not very impressed, and i don't really want to have such a big bad tattoo. there's no way in hell i'd laser that shit if it did end up sucking, and going with the types of pieces i already have and go for this shit won't fly. i don't really know how to address the situation. i don't wanna lose my friend, and i don't want to insult her. she's good at black and red work. i kind of just want her to be honest and say well i'm not very good, or just prove me wrong with something crazy she's done. this is why artist shopping is important kids.
but i'm looking into finishing my arms with other artists first i think. i wanted her to finish the leg in november, but...
100 pages left of lotr part 1. (:
it's begun to really look like halloween outside. i almost just wanna walk around all the time and pretend i'm in a movie. i love october. and i never want it to end. granted i really want to go skiing, but i really want october to stick around and winter to roll around up in the country.
i was a naughty missy and gave money to lululemon for some new leggings. they came out with this floral print i just love, but no i got all black ones, with side pockets. that's just so magical. pockets on leggings. i think i had a similar reaction when i started seeing more pockets on dresses. so useful. so so useful.
did i ever mention i finally got promoted? yep. good. prob gonna stick around for experience and leave maybe. i think i've worn my place at this job. that or we need two new staff members. the two guys at work are lazy and assholes. i can't stand it. they don't grasp that just because we don't get as harsh visits as some stores that we're not off the hook. we still have company standards to uphold and it falls on our boss when it doesn't. they're both employees that should know better. i just don't think they care, and i mean i don't think this job might be my life, and i don't agree with a lot of it, i think i can admit to myself and the world really, that it clashes my work ethic. i put my 100% into everything i touch, because i see the value of it's outcome. there's no point in half assing your way through life. that's how things turn sour. that's how companies fail... anyways. i'm gonna talk to my boss.
lots of sewing and cooking to be done. as usual. sewing doesn't motivate me anymore. i've like demonized it. i don't know why. i just assume chaos will happen whe nthe needle hits the fabric. which is a shame. i loved it once upon a time. it's like knitting is taking over...