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i'm to take part in a project a kid's starting up from another forum where he's sending out a sketch book to various people to stock up some cool drawings. it's a really cool idea. doing something similar on here might be fun too, even. i can't wait to get it and see what comes in it. i love art, and i looove coffee table...
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still haven't figured out what's making me feel so yucky. might hit up the doctor soon.

today was pretty good for a day off. i felt as if i accomplished a bit. wished i had cleaned my room though. haha. but i made cookies, reorganized my teas, shredded a lot of old useless papers, found a recipe for vege moussaka, and spaghetti squash. not much...
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i feel like a positivity failure. it's as if after that post everything fell apart. the good news is i can laugh about everything...so maybe not such a failure. back to work was fine, despite feeling physically damaged afterwards. it's as if i somehow pulled my neck. i've easily had a migraine all week, paired with tense shoulders and a fucking sore neck. i've been...
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first day back at work was decent. other than leaving feeling utterly pooped after four hours, i can feel good knowing i sold over 600$ today. so management should be pleased that despite my stupid body, i'm still a useful employee, haha. there's gonna be a bit of confusion with my pay now, since i was injured at work, in my province, then the government...
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trying to build the courage to just make a tattoo appointment. i don't know why. i'm not at all bothered by getting tattooed, i just get nerves. ha. i'd also like to repierce my nostril, but that's a whole other story.

So my laptop broke.. :/ gonna look into repairing or just buying a new one since it's about 5 years old and not under applecare. we'll see what happens. i'd be keen to get it running again though. seems a bit like a waste to just buy a new computer and ditch the other... not that i really need two computers right now...?

hives disappearing,...
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i woke up this morning to the strangest thing. in our basement we have lockers which is shared throughout the triplex we live in, so a locker per floor, in the basement. my room is right above the basement, near where the second floor has their locker, and i awoke to the sounds of bricks being laid, or tiles being smashed, or a whole being...
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so, a bit of a bad day. i pulled my neck apparently getting out of bed this morning, and i'm feeling pretty exhausted too. as well, since tuesday, i've broken out with hives, on top of my chest piece/neck area, and on my right and left hands, and my right arm, and a bit of the left. i don't seem to see it anywhere else(yet-fingers...
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holy schnikeys. i never realized people actually commented on my blog. here i am trying to delete my past. and i'm not sure why my account is working either...
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i think this is temporarily sorted out...so i'm back, and i was sifting through my old posts, and just reading it stressed me out. i think i can see a true change in myself, and...
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