xoathanasiaox

i'm making a conscious choice. i'm making a conscious choice for myself, for my heart, for my soul. i'm making a conscious choice to let you go even though its been the hardest decision i've ever had to make because you are my heart and my soul, but i don't think i'll ever be that to you, or you wont let yourself admit that i am actually that to you. what do you want me to do? wait around to see when you feel like talking to me? wait around til you realize that you do want to give me a chance? you were the one that started dating someone else, you were the one that decided to move, you were the one that freaked out about everything. that being said, i'm not doing this anymore... i'm not hoping, wishing, praying because its killing me. i would never deny the fact that you will forever be in my heart or that you will forever have a piece of my heart, but I can't do this anymore. i will always love you, but i just can't... i have a feeling that this will be the only picture we will ever take together... i will cherish it forever...