Today was my day orf. I didn't really get that much done. I caught up on sleep and tried to print things out to start working on drawings for people, but the computer hates my life and said no. Instead of getting fun work done I did laundry. Wooo. Anyways poker night was a bust, no good hands means I lost money this week.....tilt behavior...
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Alright so the training continues. I'm so tired right now. Watching the Superbad deleted scenes and typing this so yeah fun times. Anyways went tagging the other night. *Note to self: Make Stencils* Totally have a crush like a highschool kid. yup. I'm so lame. I got a key to the store. I'm official!!!!! YAY for me. Yeah um....... "I drew a heart around the...
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faye:
I peaked...cute!
faye:
peaked...peeked? Mmmm you get it anyways
Alright so the training is going well. I can open the store all by myself if I have to. I can even sit in the store all by myself for a couple of hours and things get done. Yeah I'm good like that. Anywho....FL is still boring as shit. I changed my location back to BK. I know I'm not there, but my heart so...
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faye:
Ur so funny. You know I've been with my boi for awhile now.
He's always been amazing. He just has days where he'll send me the perfect text message or leave me a voicemail that just melts my freakin heart.
He makes me swoon.
How are you mister mister?
He's always been amazing. He just has days where he'll send me the perfect text message or leave me a voicemail that just melts my freakin heart.
He makes me swoon.
How are you mister mister?
faye:
You mean the high school sweetheart? Or another one!?
What happened to that Nicole girl...holy crap I'm so out of your loop it's not even funny!!!!
Update update update!
What happened to that Nicole girl...holy crap I'm so out of your loop it's not even funny!!!!
Update update update!
Ok so I'm back, it's been like a whole month and shit but yeah, I've been kinda busy. So yeah. I left PacSun. On good terms don't freak out. I got offered Assisstant Manager at Zumiez so yeah I start there tomorrow. Wish me luck with that. Same shit really just a couple different brands. Now I can get my hands on DGK, and Krew...
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clio:
xoxo
xoxo
Work is sllllloooooooowwwww so far. Oh wells. Gives me time to learn what I need to learn and stuff. Good times. FL is kinda turning around on the worst place ever scale. I still miss BK and Manhattan. Might be going to see a couple of shows over the next couple days and stuff. Next month I have to go see Scary Kids, Chiodos, Emery,...
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righteousjenn:
hahah work is really slow 
and florida sucks balllssss
and florida sucks balllssss
Ok so if anyone was wondering why I don't reply to any comments or anything, well I don't have a computer and it's making things kinda hard. So when I do get a chance to make it to a computer I'm always happy to play catch up then. So yeah HI everybody.
sharnyparny:
hardly.
Alright So I'm annoyed. Really annoyed. Fuck it. people suck.
I'm still at a loss of understanding for how you can go from wanting to be married to someone one day and then wanting to be in the arms of someone else in less than a week, or at all for that matter. Just goes to prove that nobody holds to the promises they make...
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I'm still at a loss of understanding for how you can go from wanting to be married to someone one day and then wanting to be in the arms of someone else in less than a week, or at all for that matter. Just goes to prove that nobody holds to the promises they make...
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chomper:
I'm sorry hun I don't understand that either ?????????? 
I know a hell of a lot of people don't hold to their promises but it doesn't mean that everyones like that I hope your o.k *hugs*
I know a hell of a lot of people don't hold to their promises but it doesn't mean that everyones like that I hope your o.k *hugs*
clio:
Sorry, cupcake.
And what a lovely headline you have, haha.
And what a lovely headline you have, haha.
Well the relationship that made me happier than I've ever been in life is over. I didn't do anything wrong. I made her super happy and taught her a lot about her self, but that's not any good when being compared to love for another. An ex actually. One that she was never really over. Yeah I'm kinda depressed, and yeah I wanna just go...
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i_am_over_this:
aw hunny <3
YAY for Smallville being back on TV. At least I have something to look forward to now. Umm.. other than that I don't have much to say. Um....yeah
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faye:
Thanks for the talks last night mister.
chomper:
I've never seen smallville maybe i should get into it Then i'll have something to look forward to too 
I would just like to take a moment and say how much I miss "Married with Children." Sooooooo good. On to a more serious note. I know it's kinda dumb but yeah I miss the sharnykisses. Not just because I got used to sleeping next to somebody and not because I saw her every day. I miss having that person that would make me smile...
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best quote ever:
"when god made emo kids he took one of my ribs and sculpted all the emo kids in my image."
yup.
XO WeMissIt
"when god made emo kids he took one of my ribs and sculpted all the emo kids in my image."
yup.
XO WeMissIt
I know I don't really know anyone here and this is pretty pointless, but I'm ranting a little. I'm hurt. It's old wounds reopened. the worst part is this is so much better than the first time but I'm so fucking afraid of a second time. I thought this would never happen. I feel so empty.
faye:
It is a very hard thing to move on from something significant...try to put it behind you but never actually heal and step back into it. When it happened to me, it felt like every ounce of hurt that was there before came rushing back at once and I overloaded.
People may argue...but to me, empty is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than loss, worse than being lonely, worse than longing because it's nothingness. Almost like your soul has a huge hole in it and you're losing everything you still have second by second but you don't know how to save yourself.
...I'm rambling...that just struck a chord maybe
I don't know what happened but I'm sorry for it. I hope you find something to pull you back out soon. You don't know me, but you can message me if you need to talk. I'm pretty safe cause to you I'm sure I'm just a no body.
People may argue...but to me, empty is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than loss, worse than being lonely, worse than longing because it's nothingness. Almost like your soul has a huge hole in it and you're losing everything you still have second by second but you don't know how to save yourself.
...I'm rambling...that just struck a chord maybe
I don't know what happened but I'm sorry for it. I hope you find something to pull you back out soon. You don't know me, but you can message me if you need to talk. I'm pretty safe cause to you I'm sure I'm just a no body.
...I write the same way...I'll start of with one idea and say just all this stuff and forget where I'm going and just end it with like..."ok that's all" *LOL