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so,
my sister is a bit cross with me because I keep sleeping all the time but it's because I am sick and when I am stuck indoors I have just been nodding off. I didn't take any medicine yesterday and felt great until I woke up this morning. I even had dreams of coughing up specimens the size of my bed. My body is so tired. I kept waking up because I have been coughing until I heave. Ugh, I never get sick and I feel like this is some sorta karma thing workin' itself out. Bah.
Tomorrow night we are supposed to go to a pub (thank god, because I need an excuse to resemble something more than a zombie) with the boy I think is kinda cute. Bah, he said he wouldn't go out with me because I was "leaving in 2 weeks"--I was like, "damnnn bro, I just wanted a cup of coffee and a conversation...maybe some rapid heart beats and excitement" Oh well, I will make pretend it's because he thinks I am unattractive because it makes more sense to me...Ugh my stomach is so upset from all of the medicine I have been shoving down my throat in order to feign some sort of good health so my sister is no longer upset with me.
Bah, I hope things pick up because I can't help but want to make everyone happy and I keep failing...horribly.