How sad - this is what your life has been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over.
The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough.
Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
only greet the visitor with one short statement.
Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again.
Hello my name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again.
Hello I really don't care if I never wake up again.
I really don't care if I never wake up again.
-From Autumn to Ashes-Mercury Rising.
I really need to get out of Jersey. Ive been plotting and planning what I could do to make myself happy. I've been having dreams about my old roomate which is causing me to think about him more than I'd like to. I have been REALLY REALLY wanting to meet a cool girl, or a boy for that matter, just someone that I can have a good time with, someone that actually is interested in things Im interested in and isnt just interested in pot and Slipknot (like my bf :cough cough: ) People that dont know me and judge me just by how I look really piss me off, I dont know why people are so childish. And why the hell do people judge people JUST by what music they listen to? I could listen to Barry-freakin'- Manilow and I'd still be the way I am. I mean, its nice to have things in common and the thing alot of people start with is music...but, agh I would just love to find someone that isnt so immature that I could talk about anything and everything with, stay up all night, joke around with, someone that doesnt care if I take 3 hours to pick a movie at Blockbuster, likes when I sing at the top of my lungs with the windows all the way down, and shit, they can sing along too! and so many things that I think about this ideal person that I'd LOVE to have come along. I have these daydreams that I find someone to run away with me. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!?!
:sigh: Ok---Im done.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over.
The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough.
Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
only greet the visitor with one short statement.
Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again.
Hello my name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again.
Hello I really don't care if I never wake up again.
I really don't care if I never wake up again.
-From Autumn to Ashes-Mercury Rising.
I really need to get out of Jersey. Ive been plotting and planning what I could do to make myself happy. I've been having dreams about my old roomate which is causing me to think about him more than I'd like to. I have been REALLY REALLY wanting to meet a cool girl, or a boy for that matter, just someone that I can have a good time with, someone that actually is interested in things Im interested in and isnt just interested in pot and Slipknot (like my bf :cough cough: ) People that dont know me and judge me just by how I look really piss me off, I dont know why people are so childish. And why the hell do people judge people JUST by what music they listen to? I could listen to Barry-freakin'- Manilow and I'd still be the way I am. I mean, its nice to have things in common and the thing alot of people start with is music...but, agh I would just love to find someone that isnt so immature that I could talk about anything and everything with, stay up all night, joke around with, someone that doesnt care if I take 3 hours to pick a movie at Blockbuster, likes when I sing at the top of my lungs with the windows all the way down, and shit, they can sing along too! and so many things that I think about this ideal person that I'd LOVE to have come along. I have these daydreams that I find someone to run away with me. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!?!
:sigh: Ok---Im done.
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Happy St. Patrick's !!!
Beannachtam na Feile Padraig!
Slinte
- Deez
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