Strung Out/Evergreen Terrace/Samuel Caldwell's Revenge tonight at Tree's in Dallas! I'm not really excited, but it's a show to go to before the semester starts for me.
I wound up kissing Alixis last night and I'm heading to her place as soon as I get off the computer. Sparks are kinda flying, I think, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. I feel...
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I wound up kissing Alixis last night and I'm heading to her place as soon as I get off the computer. Sparks are kinda flying, I think, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. I feel...
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carryavengeance:
actually i was thinking more in the lines of Rule #3 "Be open minded in a 'punch people' kind of way"
zombievengence:
I guess she's open and you can date a lot too.
Wednesday afternoon and evening: went out and got my coffee, went to kick it at skate shop. This hot ass chick, Alixis, has been kicking it at the shop since she's been home from Baylor Univ. and her brother's getting into skateboarding. She's pretty chill and her being half-black, half-white is just so 
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antennatoheaven:
I know what you mean when you speak of how things were with Maggie. I always thought I was most content with the world when my then girlfriend and I were in bed. That's quite ambiguous, but it wasn't always in the sexual sense that I was at peace. Just having her next to me, that feeling of comfort, being loved, etc...
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever regain that sense of tranquility, but such is the bittersweetness of life. I think I'll leave emo for the professionals.
Good luck with Alixis if she calls. I hate it when they say they'll call, but don't. What's up with that?
Oh, and the other day you mentioned Date My Mom. I tried watching that, but holy God, it just seemed waaaayyyy too scripted for me. Almost as if the moms were trying to sell their daughters on speeches Mtv writers wrote for them. And yes, some were better looking than their daughters.
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever regain that sense of tranquility, but such is the bittersweetness of life. I think I'll leave emo for the professionals.
Good luck with Alixis if she calls. I hate it when they say they'll call, but don't. What's up with that?
Oh, and the other day you mentioned Date My Mom. I tried watching that, but holy God, it just seemed waaaayyyy too scripted for me. Almost as if the moms were trying to sell their daughters on speeches Mtv writers wrote for them. And yes, some were better looking than their daughters.
allycat_13:
Yeah it would be nice. Wasn't a sexual reference though.
Just saying Fuck, didn't want to go on a dumb rant like everyone else. It states everything perfectly with just one word.
And not sexual cause I don't have any bedroom problems, lol.
Just saying Fuck, didn't want to go on a dumb rant like everyone else. It states everything perfectly with just one word.
And not sexual cause I don't have any bedroom problems, lol.
So last night I texted Whitney "what's up?" just to see what she's up to. She replied that she was at Freestyle Skatepark in Kennedale with the rebound douchebag. Apparently this fucking asshole skates! 
My question is: why is it everything I hear about this guy pisses me off? I understand it's ex-boyfriend jealousy, but I just don't get why it REALLY ticks me off...
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zombievengence:
youre probably jelous because guys are naturally territorial and youre probably not totally over Whitney. Hell I got jelous at guys who talked to girls I had crushes on ect... I saw Throwdown at Ozz Fest and they were cool, espechially when they had the wall of death. And they do a great cover of Roots.
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[Edited on Jan 05, 2005 12:11PM]
carryavengeance:
well during Throwdown there was a GREAT dance pit, but during Lamb it was pure mosh...i join in on both...cuz i enjoy the best of both worlds & see it totally stupid to argue about the shit
also Throwdown did their sXe songs & the lead singer had the X's on his hands, but Randy (Lamb's lead singer) was telling the crowd to support their bartenders & drinkin & smokin in between songs, no one in the crowd really seemed to argue either band
also Throwdown did their sXe songs & the lead singer had the X's on his hands, but Randy (Lamb's lead singer) was telling the crowd to support their bartenders & drinkin & smokin in between songs, no one in the crowd really seemed to argue either band
So, there's this new SG, Pixie, that is the almost the spitting image of Maggie. I just melt over her. I don't know why after 2 years I still drone on about her and let her memory get to me. I know I should completely let go and I've done my best to, but you never forget the ONE, you know? Don't offer any advice...
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glassheart:
cutie cute cute pics!
antennatoheaven:
Redundant advice is terrible. It's always the same ol' bland and generic crap. Keep your head up!
So, I wish some decent bands would come out this way. Way back in the day, like April of 2003, I saw AFI in Seattle with Bleeding Through and The Explosion opening. My biggest regret was not knowing who Bleeding Through was...they fucking owned. I want to see them again, someday.
So, I wish some decent bands would come out this way. Way back in the day, like April of 2003, I saw AFI in Seattle with Bleeding Through and The Explosion opening. My biggest regret was not knowing who Bleeding Through was...they fucking owned. I want to see them again, someday.
A boring weekend, I guess. New Year's was lamer than I thought it'd be. I lost my $10 buy-in playing poker Saturday; I thought I'd walk away making money like I did the last time. Sat on my ass yesterday, but watched Shrek 2 with my mom, instead of the Cowboys losing again.
I think I need a girlfriend who I'm cool with and is...
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After reading some of my friends' journal entries, I'm tempted to follow suit and list the highlights of my year by month.
January: returned from Japan, went on a cabin trip with my then girlfriend, Shannon
February: Shannon spent a week with me for her vacation
March: learned why people hate working for VAQ-129
April: still hating 129, broke up with girlfriend in anticipation of...
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January: returned from Japan, went on a cabin trip with my then girlfriend, Shannon
February: Shannon spent a week with me for her vacation
March: learned why people hate working for VAQ-129
April: still hating 129, broke up with girlfriend in anticipation of...
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jessicalea:
hmm whats up with all the texas boys being shipped to Japan? My bro was ther too for 3 yrs, my mom cried every christmas he was gone 
glassheart:
thank you for the birthday wish. you can send me your pics in an email!
New Years... fucking lame, but at least I was with friends.
The whole Element 80 show was lame. I hate those bands, I hate that style of rock, I hate the fans that those bands produce. So needless to say that I stood in the back, arms crossed, not entertained.
No play last night, and I wound up the designated driver on the way back....
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The whole Element 80 show was lame. I hate those bands, I hate that style of rock, I hate the fans that those bands produce. So needless to say that I stood in the back, arms crossed, not entertained.
No play last night, and I wound up the designated driver on the way back....
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carryavengeance:
new year's is by far the gayest fucking holiday ever...mine night was fucking lame beyond all reason
i think my night would have been much better if i just shot myself instead
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i think my night would have been much better if i just shot myself instead
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jessicalea:
yay a few of my buddies went and said it sucked ass, Im glad I stayed home.
The New Year will be rung in with my tradition of listening to the Five Stories Falling EP by Thursday. "Jet Black New Year" is the best song ever for New Years. Everyone should pick up that EP and make sure they read the liner notes. It will change your outlook on New Year's celebrations, or reinforce your thoughts if you felt the way Geoff...
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carryavengeance:
heard the song, read the liner notes...but i'm still probly gonna be drinkin this new year too 
but that's just me...meagan will most likely play miss designated driver since she is sXe, but i love her for it
but that's just me...meagan will most likely play miss designated driver since she is sXe, but i love her for it
carryavengeance:
i know, i wish i could just forget her, but i see her at work all the time also...and since i met her in July i've falling completely head over heels for her, i seriously care for her & i don't wanna have to deal with seeing her at work everyday still hurting herself & tearing out my fucking heart
she is everything i always wanted, only thing is that she is fucking hung up on that cocksuck of a boy
she is everything i always wanted, only thing is that she is fucking hung up on that cocksuck of a boy
Another day in the books. The good part of it all was that I wound up getting to skate again last night. It wasn't too cold and those DVS Profiles are awesome skate shoes. I'm still rusty as all hell and I'm not too challenged with what Crowley High School has to offer, but it's good to get on a board again.
I might be...
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antennatoheaven:
Skate shoes are always super comfy. Back in the high school days, I had a pair of white DVS shoes...quite possibly the best damn shoes I've ever owned.
Enjoy the show if you go.
Enjoy the show if you go.
vkeithv:
i've been having lots of luck withe the templeton and kirchhart's. but i think my choice of shoes was also
based on me getting mad hook-up's because my best
friend owned the skate shop. but now that i've moved
i'm not sure what i'm going to want to get next.
based on me getting mad hook-up's because my best
friend owned the skate shop. but now that i've moved
i'm not sure what i'm going to want to get next.
I bought the skate shoes (DVS "Profile") I really wanted for Christmas today from Chad. Actually, I just got done lacing them and they're on my stiinky, sweaty feet right now. 
I just need to break them in now. If I only had the inspiration and incentive to skate!
I wound up going to this sXe show tonight in Dallas. Those bands fucking sucked! The...
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I just need to break them in now. If I only had the inspiration and incentive to skate!
I wound up going to this sXe show tonight in Dallas. Those bands fucking sucked! The...
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glassheart:
no, not rejected. Im just waiting for a lot of things right now, and waiting is really hard. Causes a lot of anxiety, ya know?
But, yea, take a pic of you in your dress blues!! hot!
But, yea, take a pic of you in your dress blues!! hot!
mikenbot:
thank you berry much! Your new profile pic is very handsome 