I started a new part-time job yesterday afternoon/evening.  Quite frankly it fucking sucks.  I do the same shit as I did at Target, but with way less pay.  I seriously need to find a part-time job that will work with my schedule and pays decent for a part-time job.  This eking-by bullshit is really wearing thin on me.  I miss my job (that I liked) in the navy, my guaranteed paychecks, my friends, and having little (if any) worries.  Why did I even get out in the first place if I knew it would be like this?  I swear I'm a fucking idiot sometimes.  
 
Other than that, I've been listening to a lot of Cast Aside lately. I wish I could figure out how to put the video on their Myspace page on here, but you guys will have to settle for this gnarly pic :
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Other than that, I've been listening to a lot of Cast Aside lately. I wish I could figure out how to put the video on their Myspace page on here, but you guys will have to settle for this gnarly pic
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  So, then why do you no longer have a job at Target??  And I thought you were going back into the Navy - so it's really only a matter of time before you have what you want  
 
