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I bought this movie for $5.50 from Walmart's dvd bargain bin yesterday. I finally got around to watching it after ordering in a pizza tonight:

Good movie. It's pretty intense and I'd relate it as Australian History X. I wouldn't mind taking a moment to lament about the fallibility of hate, but I'd rather assume you all know better and there is no need.

I'm not in a very good mood today. I feel like I'm asshole now concerning how things are working out between me and Elyse. We talked late last night and it didn't seem to go well; I didn't seem to get my points across very well in my exhaustion, which in turn upset her.

Maybe I overanalyze things and it convoludes my judgment and perception of things. My distrust for people has made me give them too much credit in terms of their consideration. People are just as apathetic as they seem and have no care for implications or future consequences. Just when I think I can trust again and open my heart, humanity proves me wrong.