Remember these old school hardcore bands? Of course you don't (or even heard of them in the first place), save for a small handful of you on my friends list.
So I want to apologize because apparently I'm homophobic violent asshole. Okay, I am an asshole sometimes, sue me, but who's not an asshole when they're pissy? Two: violent? Maybe, but I'm not a damn fool to pick fights every which way and land myself in jail. I'm hella smarter than a lot of people give me credit for. And finally: am I a homophobe? YES. But don't think that I'm some fucking piece of shit that goes around looking for gays to beat the shit out of around Gay Day parades.
Homophobia: the fear of homosexuality
Before you go "YES YOU ARE!!!", read those words. I have a fear of homosexuality, not homosexuals. I'm insecure in my own sexuality, stemming from strict gender roles being ingrained in me from an early age. Men are supposed to be this, women are supposed to be that. Growing up where I have to constantly prove my male gender role to an overbearing, dominant male (father) doesn't help either. And no, I'm not a closet homosexual; I've already looked inside myself before and found myself straighter than a taut tightrope. Along the way, I have realized and accepted homosexuals in society. Homosexuals have been around since the dawn of man and have been a part of human culture for generations. It's shitty to see that homosexuals are just barely being accepted into mainstream culture, and even horribly to boot. Gays are portrayed in the media as effeminate clowns, dandies for our amusement while they interior decorate, give a "queer eye," or whatever stereotype they might do.
It was brash of me to use derogatory terms to insult and demean these pieces of shit who were actually targeting (to possibly injure) hardcore kids in a pit. I apologize for insulting the homosexuals that weren't present or not even a factor in that incident, but I won't apologize for standing up for myself or for my scene. I spoke out of anger and you would probably say something fucked up, too, if it was you.
Like I tell these obnoxious ultra-Politically Correct crust-punks:
1992 called, they want their attitude back!
In the new millenium, no one gives a shit about being politically correct anymore. Look at how America thinks every turban-wearing, scraggily bearded Muslim is a fucking terrorist. So fuck off with trying to tell me I should be some free-loving hippie. I'd fight to the death for causes I support (which includes gay rights) unlike many of the hypocrites that sit and talk shit and do nothing at all.
I apologize for being a dick, but don't think you'll get away calling me something I'm not.
i think that your smart enough to know that even though you don't mean to offend that obviously there are levels of respect that people deserve... you don't have to be PC all the time but online and in the presence of strangers it's generally a good time to censor yourself... let's go listen to gorilla biscuits "things we say" as penance for our sins