xmilitaryxmikex

I'm now officially living in my apartment. I have a wall of empty carboard boxes and empty cabinets where food and other consumable items need to be. It's kind of cold and quiet in my apartment, but that's going to be solved with the sound of my stereo, tv, or guitar.

Meaghan came over to check it out and, quite frankly, we broke it in. It felt so empty and meaningless, and I think I could have done without the sex. I just can't see myself being enthralled with her existence in my life, especially knowin her track record with me. Cut the ties and move on.

I also talked to Whitney later on that night. Well, all I can say about her is that she can go fuck herself and her rebound asshole. A long conversation with her came up with that I apparently misunderstood the situation between me, her and her rebound guy. So, he's not freeloading at her place anymore, but they didn't break up. Whitney said she's down to be friends, but I'm not. How could I be friends with her when I know she dating the first guy that came along after me? So, fuck her dumb blonde, pot-smoking ass.

On top of that all, I'm failing Algebra already. I got a 20 on my first quiz, a 44 on my first test, and a 100 on my 2nd quiz. That averages to a 54 and that's failing. It's kicking my ass and I just can't comprehend the material quick enough. I'm just pissed because I've never failed anything in school before. I've always been a B to A student.

Now I have a Philosophy paper due and test on Monday, another Algebra test on Wednesday, and God knows what in Government and Macroeconomics next week. My brain's frying.