im lonely.i m coming up on 2 years of sobriety(march 1st) and my ex-girlfriend was a really big part of my sobriety so it kinda sucks that we're not really talking,because this something we really hoped for.i dont know if i would've ever got sober if it wasn't for her help.i want to call her and tell her that i want to spend a few hours with her or something but everytime we get together we end up breaking each others hearts.ill always love her but im really sick of getting hurt.i am writing her a song about how much i appreciate what she did for me but i am also affraid she doesn't really care anymore.let me know what you think. 