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Life is pretty sucky at the moment. I met someone I really like several months ago and for verious reasons we are friends though I would like much more. A couple on months ago she split up with her boyfriend and I have been trying the best I can to be there for her and not to get my feelings for her get in the way (with mixed success). I found out yesterday that she has started seeing someone, which wasn't as big a shock as I thought it would be as she had left a rather criptic blog entry on myspace. She has avoided telling me for the last few days because she was worried how I would take it. Although not happy I have taken it as best I think I could. I have tried to ring her to wish her luck and to discuss whether she still wants to meet up at the weekend but she refuses to speak to me at the moment, which is odd as she says that she is desperate to stay friends. I have decided that I can't do anything and am now waiting to see if she rings me.

In other news a really close friend has a problem with her throat which is worrying. She went to the doctors yesterday and was instantly told to go to hospital to set tested. They were not very helpful up at he hospital and did lots of test but barely talked to her. She is now waiting for the results and to get an ultrasound. I do hope it is nothing nasty.

The only real positive news was that I got a full length black leather jacket for 79.99 reduced from 349.99 the other day, to replace the one I left on a train (I hate having a short term memory problem). I also got a new pair of glasses to replace the ones I ran over a last week.

Work wise everything is slack at the moment. I am hunting but not finding anything at the moment. Somehting funny for people to watch if anyone ever reads this that is. I am the guy in the blue.