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Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aromas thick with age
Mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Dont want it, don't want it
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Don't want it
Cast into maker take the body
Don't want it, it wants ME

Past has found its place
Salvation is no more
Will god accept my peace
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Dont want it, don't want it
Feeble frail and rotting descending
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Dont want it
Cast into maker take the body
Dont want it, it wants ME
I just want to run around
Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me
Cocooned in misery
(Bridge)
I'm sick
And tired
Of embracing reflections of past time
Receive me or cast me away
God please take me away
Resistance
Futile
Suicidal ideas
I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
On the other side of me
The time has come
Lock and load
I'm coming
I'm coming
I'm coming
I'm coming home
(Bridge)
Pull me out of body
Don't want it,
Dont let them pull me out of the body
Don't want it,
Dont let them pull me out of the body
Dont want it, don't want it,
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Descending
Dont let the maker take the body
Don't want it,
Dont let them pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting
Descending
I'm lost in structure that's collapsing
Descending
Dont let the maker take the body
Dont want it, it wants ME
I just want to run around
Fly kites, wrestle, jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me
Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes
Soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison cradle me
Sown to my dreams
Souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in god's hands
Death blooms

Dark for fear of failure
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
Roiling hate
Death gripping my veins
Unveiling rancid petals
Flowering forth foul nectar
The space between a blink and a tear
Death blooms


(MuDvAyNe)


by the way, journal entries will now been done with song lyrics...unless something diffrent happend)