okay. so its been an eventful past few days.
where do i even start...
ok thursday my dad went into the hospital because he felt like shit, come to find out he has a massive infection and had he came in an hour later he would be dead. he has been in the hospital ever since. they cant decide if they want to do surgery or not. they said he could be in there as long as Halloween, and maybe longer.
next... i went to see buckethead at the norva on sunday. it was amazing!!!! i got into the show for free and didn't pay for one drink all night, but somehow i was stumbling out of the norva completely wasted by the end of the night. then i came home and one of my friends came over with a bottle of vodka, which i chugged. by the end of the evening i couldn't walk anymore. my friend had to carry me upstairs to me bed. hahaha. oh yeah and did i mention i drunk dialed almost everyone in my phone, including my ex-best-friend. we haven't been on good terms in about 4 years, but i called him, and was super nice, and now he wants to hangout. well here is the problem... not only did he fuck me over in the past, but he was also really good friends with my 2 current best friends, and he fucked both of them over too. so yeah he wants to hangout, and even though i know i shouldn't want to, i want to hangout with him too, because the truth of the matter is... no matter how much i hate him... i just cant hate him. so really no matter what i do in this situation im gonna feel like im betraying someone be it my best friends or myself. i think im gonna go catch up with him when he gets back in town next week, but im gonna go into it without the expectation of becoming friends again. i think im just gonna see how he's been and take things from there. i used to care about him so much, and to be honest i still do. so maybe i can make a better decision about this after i see him... and maybe im just getting in over my head (which my current best friend thinks).
anyways let me end this blog on a better note...
boobies.
where do i even start...
ok thursday my dad went into the hospital because he felt like shit, come to find out he has a massive infection and had he came in an hour later he would be dead. he has been in the hospital ever since. they cant decide if they want to do surgery or not. they said he could be in there as long as Halloween, and maybe longer.
next... i went to see buckethead at the norva on sunday. it was amazing!!!! i got into the show for free and didn't pay for one drink all night, but somehow i was stumbling out of the norva completely wasted by the end of the night. then i came home and one of my friends came over with a bottle of vodka, which i chugged. by the end of the evening i couldn't walk anymore. my friend had to carry me upstairs to me bed. hahaha. oh yeah and did i mention i drunk dialed almost everyone in my phone, including my ex-best-friend. we haven't been on good terms in about 4 years, but i called him, and was super nice, and now he wants to hangout. well here is the problem... not only did he fuck me over in the past, but he was also really good friends with my 2 current best friends, and he fucked both of them over too. so yeah he wants to hangout, and even though i know i shouldn't want to, i want to hangout with him too, because the truth of the matter is... no matter how much i hate him... i just cant hate him. so really no matter what i do in this situation im gonna feel like im betraying someone be it my best friends or myself. i think im gonna go catch up with him when he gets back in town next week, but im gonna go into it without the expectation of becoming friends again. i think im just gonna see how he's been and take things from there. i used to care about him so much, and to be honest i still do. so maybe i can make a better decision about this after i see him... and maybe im just getting in over my head (which my current best friend thinks).
anyways let me end this blog on a better note...
boobies.
iggy:
Hooray for boobies!!
kidego:
nice boobies...