xkonstantinex

its a sad day... the snakebites are gone.
but it makes my other piercings look better i think.

i have been so stressed out lately.
ive been desperately looking for a job, and no luck so far.
i applied at home depot this morning, and i hear they pay really well, have tons of benefits and hire just about everyone. so i have my fingers crossed for that.
also the people i am moving with to san diego in january are still kinda up in the air if they are going for sure.
so not only have i had to figure out costs for if the 4 of us move, but also if only 3, 2 or just myself go. because even if everyone else flakes out on me... im fucking going. if i dont get out of va now, im gonna be stuck here for life, just like everyone else here. and i honestly cannot take it anymore. and to make finding a place even harder and more expensive one of the people who is most likely going has a big Siberian husky, just about every apartment or townhouse i have found only allows pets under 25lb, other than ones i found in san ysidro or imperial beach, and fuck that, i dont want to live anywhere south of chula vista honestly.

hopefully i can get this job so i can save a few thousand before the end of january, and really i probably should get another job on top of that. which means, i probably should bleach the blue dye out of my hair and go back to being blonde



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roughly 76 days until i am 21.
...the countdown has begun!