last night was a blessing in disguise i think. i have been saying for a while now that i was fine with the fact that me and my old best friend aren't friends anymore... but before i was just saying it, didn't mean it at all. but after last night i realized that i don't need or want him in my life. at first i was super upset about it [as anyone who read my last blog probably guessed] but i went out with some of my other friends really late last night and i was really able to put everything in perspective. i don't know... after last night i feel a lot more grown up. maybe my expectations of what a best friend should be were wrong... so now im just gonna go with it. i don't need a best friend... and if one comes along cool... if not oh well cause i still have great friends...
we had an awesome bonfire last night... my friends fucked up their house the other day while they were drunk, so we burned all the crap they trashed... like doors.. tables... haha even stuffed animals. it was a really relaxing end to the evening with some great guys and my friend taryn. haha my friend scotty made a comment that i am gonna have the coolest kid ever when i have kids cause it is gonna be the most punk rock kid ever! lol. that made me smile. then every one else jumped into the conversation and said im the most punk girl they have ever met, and how im the only "punk" girl they've met who isn't a poser. which really made me happy, cause not many girls around here who go to shows and all that get respected really... 90% of them are just scene sluts... so it was nice to know that they aren't sticking me in with that group.
good stuff all around! man i have had alexisonfire stuck in my head since yesterday morning... and i cant get it out!!! ahhhh... so what am i doing to fix this... thats right im getting it as a ringtone. lol. hope everyone is doing well!
p.s. so remember when i said SG sent me an email saying ill know the final fate of my set in 30 days... well that day is this sunday!! so fingers crossed everyone!!!
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we had an awesome bonfire last night... my friends fucked up their house the other day while they were drunk, so we burned all the crap they trashed... like doors.. tables... haha even stuffed animals. it was a really relaxing end to the evening with some great guys and my friend taryn. haha my friend scotty made a comment that i am gonna have the coolest kid ever when i have kids cause it is gonna be the most punk rock kid ever! lol. that made me smile. then every one else jumped into the conversation and said im the most punk girl they have ever met, and how im the only "punk" girl they've met who isn't a poser. which really made me happy, cause not many girls around here who go to shows and all that get respected really... 90% of them are just scene sluts... so it was nice to know that they aren't sticking me in with that group.
good stuff all around! man i have had alexisonfire stuck in my head since yesterday morning... and i cant get it out!!! ahhhh... so what am i doing to fix this... thats right im getting it as a ringtone. lol. hope everyone is doing well!
p.s. so remember when i said SG sent me an email saying ill know the final fate of my set in 30 days... well that day is this sunday!! so fingers crossed everyone!!!
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as for the boy.....im not good either.....but avoiding him would probably hurt his feelings. maybe get someone to mention you like someone else.....see i dont u i want good!