im going threw separation anxiety with my monroe 
but i know its for the best. i cant wait to get my bridge and the other side of my nose pierced... i need to get on that shit!
hope everyone had a nice valentines day. mine was alright i guess. woke up feeling shitty so got drunk this morning, and while heavily intoxicated decided to message my former best friend who i haven't talked to since june or so. had a pleasant conversation with him on facebook, and im pretty optimistic that we might actually end up being friends again... i mean im not gonna count on it, but i'd be nice. i not sure why i messaged him, but i guess i was listening to some music and got to thinking and just caved in and decided that what the hell even if i dont think i did anything wrong im gonna apologize cause he was one of the best friends i have ever had, and honestly i cant stand not being friends with him, it absolutely breaks my heart every time i think about it. so i guess well see what happens with that.
other than that i went out with my friend tara who's man is in jail. we had olive garden for dinner. then we cruised around the neighborhood we used to hangout in and i threw back a few beers and she got high [i wish i wasn't on probation!!] then we went to the tanning salon my sister works at and chilled there in the massage chairs for a bit. and now im here. i guess the day wasn't a loss or anything, it just sucks seeing all the couples out and about... dang it i need a boyfriend. oh gosh while we were at olive garden i though i saw my ex's little brother... weird. im still in love with him i think, even though we broke up over a year ago, i think he has a new girlfriend now, which is sad... i dunno i wish i could talk to him at least. but thats what i get for being a jerk and breaking up with him for a stupid reason [at the time it didn't seem stupid, but in retrospect it was]. oh well i guess.
anyways. happy valentines day everyone. i love all of you!
**edited** finally updated my amazon wishlist. check it out!!
but i know its for the best. i cant wait to get my bridge and the other side of my nose pierced... i need to get on that shit! hope everyone had a nice valentines day. mine was alright i guess. woke up feeling shitty so got drunk this morning, and while heavily intoxicated decided to message my former best friend who i haven't talked to since june or so. had a pleasant conversation with him on facebook, and im pretty optimistic that we might actually end up being friends again... i mean im not gonna count on it, but i'd be nice. i not sure why i messaged him, but i guess i was listening to some music and got to thinking and just caved in and decided that what the hell even if i dont think i did anything wrong im gonna apologize cause he was one of the best friends i have ever had, and honestly i cant stand not being friends with him, it absolutely breaks my heart every time i think about it. so i guess well see what happens with that.
other than that i went out with my friend tara who's man is in jail. we had olive garden for dinner. then we cruised around the neighborhood we used to hangout in and i threw back a few beers and she got high [i wish i wasn't on probation!!] then we went to the tanning salon my sister works at and chilled there in the massage chairs for a bit. and now im here. i guess the day wasn't a loss or anything, it just sucks seeing all the couples out and about... dang it i need a boyfriend. oh gosh while we were at olive garden i though i saw my ex's little brother... weird. im still in love with him i think, even though we broke up over a year ago, i think he has a new girlfriend now, which is sad... i dunno i wish i could talk to him at least. but thats what i get for being a jerk and breaking up with him for a stupid reason [at the time it didn't seem stupid, but in retrospect it was]. oh well i guess.
anyways. happy valentines day everyone. i love all of you!
**edited** finally updated my amazon wishlist. check it out!!
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and yeah i had seperation anxiety with my monroe too..i still do sometimes...haha