xkonstantinex

today is going really shitty. first off i found out that me and my friend need to find a new co-signer for our apartment cause my parents dont make enough money, so they wont accept them as a co-signer. my friends parents won't sign, and basically im shit out of options [unless one of you lovely people wanna do me a favor and co-sign ] so we have to find a co-signer by like monday or we don't get the apartment. im so stressed out about this. i really want to move to richmond already. there is just nothing left for me here in virginia beach, this city in fact is killing me slowly and painfully. im sick of the people and the stupid drama.... and how fucking conservative it is here. ugh. i finished my 2nd day of community service, man it sucks, i HATE the YMCA. 7 hours of cleaning fucking blows. plus its cold as shit so my leg hurts like hell [broke it last year && have a metal rod through it]. i hate being this stressed out, cause it makes me physically sick, i threw up 6 times today at community service . not fun. i guess it doesn't help that im nervous about SG accepting my set, i know it takes time to hear back, but im super anxious about it, so i guess that is adding to the stress factor. i doubt ill hear back about it for a little while cause the samples just made it past Napalm the other day... i dunno, guess there is nothing to do but wait and see.


in cheerer news... i decided to keep the monroe, and just make it smaller... and i hope to get my bridge done in the near future. you know what would cheer me up the most though... some new ink . who knows maybe ill get one done this weekend... gosh darn it i need it! i cant wait till the arkansas tattoo convention... i miss my friend lollie, and what better time to visit her that at the convention she is running!!

anyways you guys are amazing and i love you all