xjasonxdagx

so today is turkey day...and not much is going on...

i talked to Jackie on Tuesday night...and that kinda ended things...this is how the conversation went

me: hey...

jackie: hey, how are you?

me: okay...i called to ask you something

jackie: okay...

me: i still like you...alot

jackie: i assumed that

me: but i want to know where this is...i don't wanna piss you off by asking this...and i don't want to push you...but i need to know...

jackie: well...i really liked you...but now i kinda like you...and two other guys...so

me: so...

jackie: there is just a lot of stuff...i'm not dating anyone...

me: oh...

jackie: you aren't mad are you

me: no...

jackie: are you upset?

me: i'm fine

Me: i'm gonna get going...

Jackie: i still wanna talk to you...you know that right...

me: ok...bye

(click)

so yeah...i was bummed for a little bit...but then i started to realize...that if i have to compete with two other people for a girl...fuck her...she isn't worth it...if she can't see who i am...than she certainly isn't gonna see it in a competition...so yeah...i personally did nothing wrong...now i know...and knowing is half the battle...

Last night i died my hair...black and blonde...too bad i don't have a digital camera...cause then everyone could see how sexy i look with my new hair style...and eyeliner...

till later

bye