I take pills to help me fall asleep, and pills to keep me awake. Pills to make me skinny, pills to make me gain weight. It's pills that make me smile and pills that help me forget yours. I used to dream so deeply of the way you feel, I was even dreaming of you when my car wrapped around that tree with me at the wheel. It was pills that nulled the pain from the impact and it was pills that slowed my blood flow. It was pills that keep me alive until the ambulance arrived and it was pills they pumped from my entrails. No cares about us, my pills and I, so long as they keep me smiling until that moment I finally die.
