xiolita

does it ever end???? really...when do you finally just not give a shit anymore that he doesnt give a shit anymore and your better off with out him????
arghhh...i finally went out on a date post break up and it was great, we had a great time....but........its just not the same...i dont care maybe??? I still think of the latino lover...our trip to europe...our trip in general.....i guess im just completely whining and crying right now cause its monday fucking night and its raining again in L.A. and fuck it if I dont have a man to snuggle with...i have my imagination...and my pillows....and this way i dont have to share the bed...
i think ill take a super hot bubble bath, light some tealight candles and drink this fabulous red wine I just tried out from France! damn, i just love how that sounds...i am a girly girl but not a princess..i just like pretty things and bubble baths....id like a man who'd run my bath for me and pour me wine and not ask to get in!! just do it for me cause he wanted to...cause he wanted to see me hot, wet and happy!
and then he'd rub my feet until i fell asleep!!!
a girl can dream.....night night