xiolita

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck....well im over being sad about my lover....he's a kid.....he already changed his myspace realtionship status to SINGLE.....note to self, never look at an ex's myspace late at night..it will fuck you up....
and oh yeah, it turns out my step dad has cancer...again...this time they think it's lung cancer...i havn't smoked a ciggerette since I heard the news...i feel bad for him...but he's tough and I'll think he'll get thru this just like the first time..it's amazing how life throws you information in such random orders...and on top of it all I'm starting to crave some physical attention if ya know what I mean....must be the moon or something...but I know who ever it is or however I do this next step in loveland, I will be sad afterwards because it can never go anywhere but my dirty diary.....oh and the sg website!! The older I get the better the lovemaking gets and the harder it seems to be wit out it...it was good having a signifigant other you could call upon to share some lovin's with....even if he didn't always do the job, ....oh yeah, thats probably why Im hurtin'...i never got to finish...aghhhh, memories of my selfish ,argentine ,cute, already single on myspace, ex boyfriend....

glad to know im moving to a better place in my life, it's all full of love...