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xiolablue

Kyrgyzstan

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Monday Dec 15, 2003

Dec 15, 2003
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Thoughts:

When I was growing up, I always thought men were supposed to be the aggressors in a relationship. If they liked you when they saw you it was Hey! I like you/You're hot/Can I get your number?/Let's fuck! I like to be approached (by the "right" person of course...) but it seems like these boys are too scared and intimidated by a woman who is in charge of her life and carries herself like she knows it. But of course you always see them with the vapid bar cunts...It sucks because I always hear about how so-and-so has the hots for me for x days/months/years, but doesn't know how to approach me because :fill-in-the-blank: I think I'm a very friendly, giving, and open person! (Just don't fuck with me or piss me off or hurt anyone I love and I'll be loyal to you until the day I die). I want a man who makes me feel like a woman! I'm so in control of every other aspect of my life that I want to not be when it comes to relationships with men. Is it so wrong to want to be pursued?

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I'm actually looking forward to the upcoming semester. The past year has been really shitty in regards to trying to keep my education on track, but this is THE year! O-Chem, here I come! I gotta get all my (and Aliz's) shit together so I can move to Oz next January for school!

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Eating hot multigrain cereal right now. I love winter for that...I love hot cereal....

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It's my day off so I'm going to take one of my marathon baths (I've been known to bathe for upwards of two hours!) with bath oils and I'm gonna move the tv into the bathroom so I can watch talk shows and get really stoned and s-o-a-k.....yum.

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My playlist over the weekend was:

SMASHING PUMPKINS - Siamese Dream

ENTOMBED - Left Hand Path \m/!

MORGION - Solinari

DIVINE EVE - As the Angels Weep

The VERVE - Urban Hymns
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
heather:
heaD up..

heAd up.. wink
easier said than done..right?! surreal
Dec 18, 2003
monet:
Yeah well, some guy that actually had a crush on me for almost a year, finally approached me. He was super sweet that night....and in the last month he's shown an incredibly ugly and confusing side. I don't even want to be his friend.
So maybe it's best that these guys not approach you. They may be asses, and that's why they're staying away.

Anyways hunnay, I'm in the same boat, and I jsut want to be approached too. IT would be nice.

Thanks for the tips on Grand Theft Auto!
kiss
Dec 18, 2003

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