My friend was saying that their was a male from the gas company checking their pipes and she was thrilled to talk through her window screen with an unfamiliar human being. "I bet everywhere he goes people jump him for social interaction." I asked her if she thought he was really, thaaaat, cute. "That's not what I meant. Besides I'm too old for that. You might not be. Besides I am happily married and my husband isn't into guys at all." So. I mean, okay. But I'm not ...

and it's not like it's been ... almost nine years. I mean I definitely went through a sort of self loathing - Asexual phase what with unemployment and the resulting anxieties (although strangely I was in much better shape). Also my whole life I've always thought it was fucking unacceptable how being attracted to someone seems to be taken as justification to say or act as inappropriately as necessary to get their attention, or, do worse things. Attraction can actually make you a nicer person if you experience it like... like, this alcoholic buzz I've got. I didn't think the lock-downs would make me so wistful for social interaction that I'd be wistful enough to jump back in "the ocean" besides which ...

Oh. Right. Did I warn y'all? https://www.theguardian.com/world/2020/may/07/covid-19-found-in-semen-of-infected-men-say-chinese-doctors This link is sooooo old. Sorry I didn't mention this before. Just in case y'all got partners. Keep it on the screens. Y'all doing the lords work! "Look at that mama, she got it stickin' in the camera. Man we could have some fun..."