xie

the much sadness.

so i went about yesterday getting everything i need for my photography class [which is required].. lots of things to buy, lots of money going away..
no job. nobody calling back about job. the much sadness.
the bank account with very very little in it.. can't even afford a tank of gas [wtf..] had to cancel account here.. luckily i'm paid through til the end of june, so.. i'll be around for a while still.
fuckity..
no one will hire me.. and for no good reason either.
will most likely have to resort to applying at the place of 24-hour fluorescent-lit evil+doom which i really really did not want to go back to work for again... but since i've been there before for two summers, they'll probably hire me. and i suppose actually having money and hating the whole world is better than not having money? alas.
so until magic money drops from the sky, i am rather house-bound as i don't have money for gas to go see friends who live far away. which is, essentially all of them. sniff.
much much sadness.